Last Thursday morning started off with warm sunshine and a clear blue
sky. Not having experienced much of that this summer I decided it would
be the perfect day for a trip to Killiney,
the lovely seaside resort in south County Dublin.
At around mid-day, hubby and I got the bus into town, then the DART (Dublin
Area Rapid Transit), our wonderful train service which travels along our Dublin
Bay coastline, to Killiney Station. After walking the full length of Killiney
Beach we then sat on a rock to munch on our bananas and Hula Hoops, washed down
with, by then, warm bottled water. I was in seventh Heaven!
We had planned on walking the hour long journey back to Dalkey village but
en route decided to take in Killiney Hill. The climb was breathtaking in
every respect! Half way up I really did think I wouldn't be able to make
it, I was completely out of breath and gasping like a set of asthmatic
bagpipes! I knew hubby would have been disappointed and I definitely had
to prove to myself that this was well within my capability, so onward I
struggled. It was worth every wheeze as the images convey.
A couple of hours later we arrived in Dalkey village where we revived
ourselves with coffees in The Queens Bar and Restaurant in Castle
Street. Afterwards, headed to the DART station where we only had a few
minutes to wait for the train back to the city centre. As it was 5.30pm
and right in the middle of evening rush hour we strolled around town then met
up with our youngest son for dinner in Buswells Hotel, Molesworth Street, my
favourite haunt. All in all, a lovely day out.
All above Killiney/Dalkey images taken by me.
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Monday, July 30, 2012
Sunday, July 8, 2012
Forgiveness
This afternoon I was browsing through an old shoebox containing bits and pieces from as far back as the mid to late 1990s. I was amazed to find a piece of paper on which I'd written down my then feelings towards my adoptive mother. It was a poem I called "Forgiveness" and dated a couple of years after her passing in 1996. Thankfully, as a result of many years of therapy during the late 90s, in which I dealt with those feelings, no trace of that anger remains.
Mum loved me very much. I will always miss her.
Forgiveness
It can't have been easy for you
I know that now.
There came no reassuring touch or words of comfort as you fought the demons which raged within you
Instead, you unleashed those howling beasts upon a helpless child who could not understand your fury.
They frightened me, damn you
Still, it can't have been easy.
© Ann Brien 2012
Above image taken by me in Allihies, West Cork, February 2011.
Mum loved me very much. I will always miss her.
Forgiveness
It can't have been easy for you
I know that now.
There came no reassuring touch or words of comfort as you fought the demons which raged within you
Instead, you unleashed those howling beasts upon a helpless child who could not understand your fury.
They frightened me, damn you
Still, it can't have been easy.
© Ann Brien 2012
Above image taken by me in Allihies, West Cork, February 2011.
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